dun hate me cause u aint me.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

wat can i say.. im in lurveee

seriously considerin kidnappin him can.. argh..its like love at first sight man.. damn.. dun give him away juz yet deeeee... *begs* i may not be able to adopt him..but then if u keep him w u..i can visit u n him oftennnn *sweetest smile*
-argh.. some shit ass owner came n took rufiee back this morn..got dee s sms.. wat a way to start a day! hrmph to e owner!

argh..since we re on e subject of animals..my 2 baby hammies are pissin e shit outta me.. juz cleaned theirs cages n put them tog in one.. then ar.. the big bully(girl) who has a hairless ass keep son attackin e other scaredy cat(boy) who is so freakin timid.. one i tink is sickly n e other a schizo..damn u two! gonna observe them for a few days first..all i can do nw is to rap e bully w a chopstick each time she attacks e loser..i dun wana have e hassle of keepin 2 cages.. worse come to worse ..i ll partition them..anyone wans a hammie.pls ah..take from meeee

-i seem to really like writtin letters.. well i think its a damn gd way of really expressin how u feel..be it happy or sad.. angry or nonchalant.. its spares u e embarrassment of havin to tok things out whether in person or over e phone..it allows u to be totally truthful.. lets juz say.. i did it again.. to a dearest someone.. =) it could either make it or break it.. tt s all i can say.. *crosses fingers n shuts eyes*

minahlian
- 4:28 PM

sometimes when u have a fulfillin day out.. it always hasta come to an end.. sadly its e nite tt really gets u thinkin.. bout stuff tt u try to push to e back of ur head in e day.. a certain someone sent me somethin some time ago..n after 4 months..i finally got e hidden msg within tt file.. at tt time i was unaware tt he was act tryin to tel me somethin..realization hit me n it wasnt a gd feelin..

at dee s place.. seeing 'oreo' her cat again after so long.. lookin her her small shruken head with unfocused eyes n bony frame..it made me think.. how isit tt life is so unfair in its own rites..n it isnt fair tt some get it harder then others.. we keep tellin ourselves tt god is fair.. everyone has flaws.. but has anyone stopped to think about tt stray cat tt may be starvin to death..or tt aged aunty who can barely walk without a limp clearin ur table at e hawker centre.. or tt child who's dyin of a cerebral palsy..some juz have it worse then others
we always tel ourselves tt there r others who r worst out there to make ourselves betta.. its juz human's selfish nature.. yes it does make u feel betta.. but does it make one more appreciative of wat we have.. i say no.. because we dun get it into our thick skull tt we re lucky juz e way we r..

meet oreo..

i dun understand la.. u know how they say guys should make e first move..well.. i dint wait for tt to come.. but then hmm.. lets juz say im disappointed n irritated w e lack of enthusiasm shown..

i juz dun like to play mind games.. but u are doin so..therefore.. i have no choice but to follow.. tt s how it makes e game fair...

minahlian
- 1:01 AM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

take a look at mr big thumb over here.haha.he deserves no sympathy cause he kept pokin me w it until i grabbed it n caused him pain! take tt!

then it was lunchy with dearest clumsy cryssie.. im sori i forgot ur bday once again dear..i hope i made up for it..once again..happy 21th! muacks.. n lovely boho necklace rite? brought to her by urs truly!

n oh.. it was somehow decided tt i was to play e leadin role in our grad proj.. loads of cryin to do.. an emo tragic love story which ends w me jumpin to my death.. haha.. i stil rem e first time i played e lead in my sec sch drama.. which our grp won first mind u! haha..but this time its gonna be a much much tougher challenge.. i hope i can really pull it off n do them proud.. *crosses fingers n toes*

gymmin n swimmin with joycey darlin was damn shag la..but then was fun fun fun la..time always seems to pass so darn quickly when ur havin fun..n joyce dear..watever happens.. know tt i ll always be here ya..

its getting real complicated..

minahlian
- 11:05 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006

before..

and after!

no difference? well.. u tel me?

tml s gonna be a freakin crazie day balls.. accompany kelvin to doc in e morn.. noon lunch treat w long time no see fren crys.. then proj meeting w classmates.. n finally at nite gymming n swimmin w joycey darlin.. phew..

sometimes i really dun understand wats goin thro ur mind..but well i cant blame u.. cause i dun understand my own either..

minahlian
- 11:36 PM

note to self: never ever be a smart ass n book a badminton court for 3 freakin hours after 8 years of not even comin close to touchin e badminton racket n onli with 3 pathetic players. N also never ever combat agst a gd player who juz so happens to be a guy! tt s like seein a banana skin infronta u n u stupidly step rite smack into e rotten black core.. eeee
tossin around in bed after e session was like performin a hand stand n havin to hold it for an hour.. yes it was tt bad!
n havin to squat up n down at work was like performin a handstand foreva with somebody beatin e crap outta u at e same time! argghhh

note to dee: even thou ur little observation bout e "bastard" left me laughin so loudly tt my grams came to see if i had suddenly gone cracko.. BUT.. u could have been more discreet at tt..couldnt u? u juz had to tag me la.. nw everyone is gonna think of tt when they visit my blog.. hrmph! so will i!

u know if u dun tel me.. i wouldn know.. but if u did..i prob wouldn understand e reason y.. well isnt life a beautiful contridiction..

minahlian
- 12:15 AM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

cheers to dee for for takin time out on her bday to help me with these mind boogling blog shit..yeap everythin u see here is all her credit.. thank u so much dear.. n happy bday!!

there was some cock up with my links a moment ago.. n lovely gorgoeous hot joyceh has helped me with.. i lovvveee uuuu dearrr...hahah.. ee i sound so damn les can..n thx to jacchoo for workin hard at tryin to solve this prob..haha..
note to joyceh: ur a damn gd fren no matter wat.. im sure pple wil realize tt ur a rare find k.. u dun lose frens.. they choose to stay or leave.. :)

haha..crazie jacchoo n joycey has already tagged mee..wheee..

eh n WAT is funny regardin my blog address ah!?! to all of u who laughed when u first heard it.. HRMPH to U!

minahlian
- 5:39 PM