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Monday, July 30, 2007
the limit - dun push it
disappointments after quarrels and quarrels after disappointments. over and over again. its a vicious cycle. how much is too much? when is it finally enuff? how far before the limit is reached? will it be too late then?
i understand tt at this pt in time u are tired and lost, with the shit tt is goin on ard u. i am tryin my best to be there for u without being selfish and to be the best support u can get. sometimes before u do certain things pls try to think in my shoes juz like i try to think in urs.
i hate to be a nag, but sometimes things tt ive repeated thousands of times resurfaces again because u say tt it is "you" and so, i accept tt. promises made, promises broken. the past haunts, the present is threatened.
u know wat i like and dislike, betta then anyone else. you say u know, and yet u disappoint time n time again. maybe the prob lies with me, maybe im too young, too immature, too wilful, too demanding, too unreasonable, too much for u. u always give in to me. makes me feel as thou im always the one creatin all the trouble. maybe i am?
at hard times like this, all we can do is pray. pray for things to go back to how they were. pray for her, pray for us.
dun forget about us.
minahlian
- 9:23 AM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
today i visited my bf's sis in ttsh again for the 5th day in a row. for those who dun know yet, she has been admitted again, this time finding 2 malignant tumours growing on her brain. the cause of them, even the docs dun know.
wat was sad about today was tt, she asked me to bring camera and draw her eyebrows for her so she could look betta in photos. my bf was at work so i was there w her and a few frens. she drew the "curtains" ard her so i could do her makeup for her.
in tt 10 mins of alone time w her, i felt closer to her then i ever had, even after her last op. wat made it so sad was tt she did say tt this was the first n last time she can have makeup on. my heart fell, i felt like cryin. but of cos not in front of her.
the docs at ttsh are goin to remove the bigger tumour on her rite brain and leave the smaller, more dangerous one tt is closer to her brain in there. i duno if they are gonna remove tt by chemo or wat. but i juz hope tt she ll come outta the op safe.
nothin is more impt then health. everyone who cares will be prayin for u. pls. juz. survive. dun forget u promised for us to go on a holiday w ur family when ur well!
minahlian
- 8:03 PM
