the base-ness of this woman.

rite nw im juz tryin to survive, in this world where having a great family, a loving bf and a gd job is not enuff, at least not anymore, to this person.

it used to be juz me n my family. love was enuff then. but since when has love become a sea of constant competition, comparing and complainin. when has love itself become, inadequate?

does an LV bag suffice as being love? a holiday paid for by a guy amount to love? a guy who is willing to be ur chauffeur regardless, equal love? do you see love in the eyes of a guy who forks out cash to pay for ur everythin?

y are u so terribly materialistic to the extend tt u would sacrifice true love and frenship for somethin tt onli last awhile? y are u so blinded by greed tt u dun see the sincerity in the pple ard them who care. who gave u the rite to manipulate pple who truly wana be part of ur live? wat rite do u haf to live in the disillusion tt u are gd enuff to treat pple the way u do tt even beasts would be ashamed of performin.

i know this is an angry post. n i AM angry, no doubt.

i totally despise human beings who assume the post of being God and treatin others like crap. I, haf seen one such creature n even thou i dun personally know tt person. I m sori to say i look down on her. I know, to look down on someone doesnt put me in a very flattering light. But i feel sori for tt person's quest in findin the richest life partner, making up lies to conceal her true identity and being simply a manipulative slut. y slut u ask? oh i dunno. how bout ermm sleepin w someone who is willin to pay for her everythin but yet not willing to get tog w tt person.

to u i say: pls wake up n smell the coffee. life doesnt revolve solely ard money. n love DEFINITELY doesnt. u think ur body n looks wil last u a lifetime n enable u to hook tt rich guy u wan? pls. lets see WHO is willing to give u an LV bag during courtship when ur juz wrinkly body.

n to all wonderin. i AM this angry becos this woman not onli made use of a gd fren BUT someone who may prob be set to be in my life for a very long time.

sori i hafta use my blog as a media for my ranting but cant help. I AM FARKIN PISSED!

minahlian
- 7:00 PM

The conversation.

Dee: "Mine's loose leh. Urs like tighter"

Me: " That sounds sooo wrong dee"

hahh. If u r wonderin, we were tokin about, no... not THAT thing u dirty minded pple were thinkin bout ah! we were on the topic of how being able to tie a cherry stick into a knot w ur tongue n mouth makes u a gd kisser. sooo.. I as u all know can do it (AHEM) so then dee was like sayin yea she did it too but it was damn diff but then she couldn get her knot tighter ahh.. ahhhhh

Anws im all decked out dressed up n made up waiting for relatives to arrive. But i damn sian cos I GOT NO CAMERA WITH MEEEE.. haiz.. ven the cam whore with NO camera. how to be cam whore like tt liaooooo! the uncle la! went overseas then took his camera with him. ya la.its HIS cam to being w la. but then u know .like somehow became like mine wat!! so nw new yr all dressed up ven GOT NO CAMERA TO USEEEE.. wahlao. like nv wear clothes go out kind can. so no narcissistic pics of ven this chinese new yr la! SHITE!

the bf's sis got admitted into the hospital again, this time cos she got very bad rashes due to the brain med she got .think allergic to it. damn suay la she. somemore she gotta undergo radiation to lower the chances of the brain tumour/ cancer re-occuring. anws i took a cab down to ttsh. then ah then farkin cab driver took a huge round about can! so i ended up payin bout a dollar more. okie NEVERMIND. in the blardy can. he took out a pair of tweezers n was PLUCKIN HIS CHIN HAIR AH!! i was like if a PIECE of tt chin hair transports over to me via the air con ah. he w farkin die ah! then ah. AGAIN. i got outta the cab. then a blardy MALAY ambulance attendent WHISTLED at me n said :"phwweett happy neww yearr" ven says: _|_

got sooo many pple tag my board then i wana reply damn loonnggg cos im glad u guys r being supportive n stil read my stuff (or view my narcissistic pics la or see wat silly stuff ive been up to). im thankful so for the first time. ive given replies in a post!! hahah

SOH- hahah oh it means love me ahh.hahh. i nv knew la. cos nv really bothered since im not a flower person u know. so howww vday got give SOMEONE 12 roses not ahh! n HOW u know 12 means love u ahh.. hmmm
NICK- yess dearrr i alrdy cut him a lotta slack cannn. hhaha. he knows i love his sillyness la! n i hope everythin is gd for u nick in malaysia rite.. jiayou ah.next time i wana see u on tv kind ah!
DEE- hahah was damn farkin funny tokin to u last nite can! was great ..n hahha yes la he send me roses in the middle of the ocean rite. haha. anws i hope tt thing we were tokin bout works out for u! whheee. then u owe me!
ZAD- EH! WHAT minah vibe ah u! haha i sooo cheena pok nw cann..hahah. dunno y also leh. anws surely for the 1st time in like 3 yrs u call me TO ASK FOR DIRECTIONS LA! wat is this ah izad!

minahlian
- 1:22 PM

Sweet but mellow.

i received an sms from the bf in Aceh (Indonesia) yest askin me, "haf u received my GIFT yet?". this one ah part one alrdy spoil the surprise. okie la i act knew i was gonna send me stuff to my office when he asked me to sms my office add and number to his sis (he said "juz in case of emergency she can contact me"). At that time i dint really suspect anythin much. but then like few days before vday he called then he asked if i was gonna be in my office on feb14. then i knew liao obviously!

when i told a fren that eh my bf spoil surprise leh tel me he gonna send me a GIFT leh.. then fren was like." nvm la at least he nv say WAT it was ma hor. then after tt surely after i told my bf i haven received rite. he said" huh cannot be leh. i asked my sis to help me send FLOWERS to ur office." like thank u leh seriously. haha ..juz TEL me wat he is gonna send la huh. then he stil dare to ask me last nite if i was SURPRISED. haha.. pls lo! haha.the boyfriend really cannot keep secrets one sia. (recall: one month ann: on the way to bring me to SOMEWHERE to eat. he TOLD me WHERE lo).

thing was the flowers were due to be sent btw 9am n 3pm la. so he sms me at 4pm thinkin tt i alrdy got his flowers. oh wells. its the tot tt counts la really, since im not a flower person (chocs or jewelry anyday man!).6 weeks w/o the boyfren really damn freakin sian la. even thou sometimes distance is gd n im kinda enjoyin my "singlehood" but no doubt it is def betta to had someone beside u no matter wat.

12 roses stand for wat ah?? Anyone knowss. he act wanted to get my white tulipppsss( nicee) instead of roses but then his sis got pink roses instead.hahh



oh new colleague started her first day yest. very nice n harmless lookin girl. i say harmless cos she doesnt exude the cunning n scheming air ard her. looks like she's 18 even thou she 25 this yr la! well im still keepin my mind open thou cos looks and first impression dun count most of e time. but so far she's gd to tok to, shop with, lunch with n chill w. work is gettin betta!

Happy chinese new yr pple! haf a great one!

minahlian
- 9:09 AM

ven, the natural at smokin.

first time i tried sheesha, i got a cloud of smoke out rite away! grape sheesha was disappointing la act. no taste of grape watsoever can. smokin is wayyy over-rated. i dunno y pple do it anws. i dint like it one bit. not at all.



the color blind crooner

okie for all who are virgins at ktv sessions. u probably dun know wat the "joke" bout being color blind and singing at the ktv pub is and how mismatched these two are. here goes. in a ktv pub, the girls part is usually by the color red n guys blue of cos. so in duets where both the guy n the girl are supposed to sing tog are highlighted by the color green.

well this guy u see here. is colorblind. meaning he cant see the color green.(well act he can-i asked him wat does he see wat he sees the color green n he said green lo. but i dunno la. maybe somehow his brain doesn register it or somethin. so u can imagine how funny it was when all of us had to TEL him ALL the time when to sing when it was time for him to sing when then color GREEN came on the screen. we were goin- GREEN! GREEN! n then pointin at him!

Anws the amazing this here is ah, this guy being colorblind ah. DROVE us ard in his CAR for the whole of yest tryin to get us killed can! lucky we all got home safe in one piece. imagine juz onli finish last day of exam n being fresh grad then kana killed by some guy who is colorblind but ACTION n bluff his way thro the drivin tests la! then really somethin happen i wil say THANK U LEH to him lo!



see ah. demure sweet girl rite. wear so nice then cute hair n cute top all rite. pose for cam damn pro like tt ah.

SIT UNTIL SO CHOR LOR! wahlao. the HORROR of it!

ps: (dee i post ur pretty pic FIRST then the unglam one okie. haha. nice of me? NAH. cos i wan the viewers to kana shock after they see ur pretty pic. instead of shock first then ahhhhh pretty girl la... HAHA)


surely a bit more chinese new yr-ish can or not la the ktv room.


either im sooo yummy tt she wans to eat me or tt i trigger her upchuke reflex.




girls (missing shaun-onli hunk in the class of babes) of BMCD10406A. so gonna miss the class.

minahlian
- 7:31 PM

ven the malay/thai/phillipino/malaysian/eurasian, once again.

yup. meeting the press pple at a Cle de Peau event was fun, but being the photographer not really. free class food damn good, but havin to make small tok not fun. n yes, i was taken for a malay/eurasian after a very long time of being a non minahlianven. hahh

anws if u guys wana see pics of event let me know. i can get it from the company's cam n post it.

my "alrdy try to be very neat" desk!


check out my mickey mouse necklace!




i miss the bf la!

minahlian
- 5:23 PM

the possibly haunted storeroom.

Because the PR cupboard for Shiseido islocated in the storeroom, i hafta go in there each time i wana get garbage bags, platics bags, pens, files, all this shite la. I tel u ah. i seriously feel damn spooked each time i enter tt maze of stionery, beauty products and other shite. I feel like "someone" is watchin me, n i really dun like tt feelin. So nw everytime where i haf no damn choice n i HAF to go into the storeroom. i do wat my older colleage told me to do. Make "Ahem" with your throat like ur clearin it juz to "inform someone" tt ur going in. okie im freaked nw juz by tokin bout it.

anws, bout 2 weeks back i got to enjoy my first "high-class" pampered FREE foodie. You know how all these damn ridiculously priced foods with blardy small food portion always seem distant to you, esp if ur a student or not born w a silver spoon in ur mouth kind.

well this u see is the main course of 3 courses tt i had at one of the Ettusais event. wahliao. the orange thingy rite there has an OYSTER in it la! nabei my fav. n for the first time i had Foie Gras (in e spoon w tt cotton candy), dunno whether is duck or goose liver one la, dunno authentic or not. but who cares la! shiok. crispy on the outside n itside soft n mushy. yum.

Oh here u see the first orders i did for the company. Valentines Day cookie for the press pple. this one is for Za.

n i know i haven done this is a vvvveerrryyy long time. but yup. its back! narcissistic pics of ven! they may not be as gd as before due to rusty cam whoring skills. but can la hor. "mai hiam la" (means dun be picky in dialect for my non chinese frens out there!) presenting... ven at work!

minahlian
- 2:56 PM