Saturday, November 08, 2008
too many coincidences.
it's funny how many say that some things are meant to be? ie: fated? and its funny how i thought my relationship with my ex was - fated? the story of how i met my ex at a club one nite due to a fren's fren's fren. and how i was kinda involved in a "triangle" where his very gd fren liked me but i like my ex, n my ex, stayed away because he knew his fren liked me.
i tot all these were meant to be. ah. until he broke my heart, again and again and again and the list goes on. well, i guess no matter how much you've been through with a person or how much you give up or give to a person. it means zilch the minute he/she decides not to be faithful to you and only you.
i never mentioned or spoke much about wat happened with the ex and how i got together with my current. let's just say that yes, initially when i got tog with my current and said yes to being his gf, i cried, like a baby. a large part of it due to the fact that i never, i repeat, never tot that i could ever be with somebody else other then the ex that i loved so much.
the current was a fren from 3 years back. we had lost contact for long. and 3 yrs back he was kinda "involved" with my gd girlfren at that time. 3 yrs later, i was at my shiseido atrium tampine mall promotion and i bumped into him. we said our hellos and byes and i tot that was that. 2 mins later, i felt a tap on my shoulder, he asked for my number. the story started there.
the getting together part was kinda like a whirlwind. it was as if my life was a drama. i had met somebody new. but i was stil in love with the ex. the new treated me amazing. the old, i had so many memories with. the new was fresh, exciting and promising. the old, it was familiar and a habit. i was stuck in the worst position. someone new - whom i knew nothing about and was taking a huge risky step forward. or the old, someone whom i knew almost everythin about and was ALSO taking a huge risky step back.
well i guess by now, you know the story.too much shit happened with the ex during and even after the breakup that i couldn bring myself to trust him again.
even till today, yes even though sometimes i would think of the ex and ask myself what if? but i had never regretted my decision to be with my current because he is too nice. too amazing.
the coincidences between me n my current are too damn many and till today they are stil unveiling.
1) our exes broke up with us around the same time
2) they are older then us (yes my current was dating someone 2 yrs older)
3) the exes both had someone in their family that passed away due to cancer and ard the same time
4) the exes were not very faithful! my bf's ex is now i think bout 6months pregnant and married to another guy
5) his ex is naming her babyboy - jaydEn. which so blardy coincidentally is the name that my ex choose for himself, only that his name is jaydOn. pls kill me.
6) and the most recent shock i got is that - my colleague of 2 yrs is actually a secondary school classmate of 4 yrs with my bf's pregnant ex and they are meeting up today after 12yrs!
i blardy hell hope the coincidences stop at 6 pleasethankyouverymuch! i REALLY do NOT needa any more coincidences that remind me of the exes. blurgh.
minahlian
- 2:11 PM
