Thursday, March 30, 2006
sometimes when u have a fulfillin day out.. it always hasta come to an end.. sadly its e nite tt really gets u thinkin.. bout stuff tt u try to push to e back of ur head in e day.. a certain someone sent me somethin some time ago..n after 4 months..i finally got e hidden msg within tt file.. at tt time i was unaware tt he was act tryin to tel me somethin..realization hit me n it wasnt a gd feelin..
at dee s place.. seeing 'oreo' her cat again after so long.. lookin her her small shruken head with unfocused eyes n bony frame..it made me think.. how isit tt life is so unfair in its own rites..n it isnt fair tt some get it harder then others.. we keep tellin ourselves tt god is fair.. everyone has flaws.. but has anyone stopped to think about tt stray cat tt may be starvin to death..or tt aged aunty who can barely walk without a limp clearin ur table at e hawker centre.. or tt child who's dyin of a cerebral palsy..some juz have it worse then others
we always tel ourselves tt there r others who r worst out there to make ourselves betta.. its juz human's selfish nature.. yes it does make u feel betta.. but does it make one more appreciative of wat we have.. i say no.. because we dun get it into our thick skull tt we re lucky juz e way we r..
meet oreo..
i dun understand la.. u know how they say guys should make e first move..well.. i dint wait for tt to come.. but then hmm.. lets juz say im disappointed n irritated w e lack of enthusiasm shown..
i juz dun like to play mind games.. but u are doin so..therefore.. i have no choice but to follow.. tt s how it makes e game fair...
minahlian
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