
Thursday, April 13, 2006
damn freakin bored home whole day.. so here i am again.. certain F-ed up issue im pushin to e back of my head cause i feel its been draggin for too darn long n things hav appeared normal on e surface for too damn long.. nw its time to get it over n done w.. its times like time when u really find out how much ur frens care for u.. dint expect a fren to be tt concerned for me.. really din expect tt much concern to tt extent.. thank u.. =)
dreadin mon's filmin.. doin two damn heavy scenes..both w on screen darlin..total paisehness in e sense tt i gotta hug n break down on his shoulder.. stress stress stress.. so much darn stress.. first time on actin on screen n so far i haven really seen how im doin on tape..soo..hmm..no feedback equals gd feedback rite?
recently got hooked onto a few of zhang hui mei(amei) s songs.. like yong gan (brave), ji de (remember) and wo yao kuai le(i wana be happy).. yeap im a totally emo n sensitive person.. listenin to these songs act make me cry sometimes..oh wells.. im onli human.. e lyrics r along these lines..
ive been too brave for too long/decidin to live juz for u/who still remembers when u first said you ll love me foreva/ one line from e past proves to be our pain in future/ after too long nobody remembers those gentle moments/ hand in hand sayin we wana walk till e end/i wana be happy/ i wana be able to sleep in peace/everythin is untrue/except tears
minahlian
- 10:54 PM