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Saturday, May 20, 2006
life has become more of a montonous routine ritual than anythin.. everyday its sch, home, nap, msn, tv, dinner, sleep, than e whole ritual starts again e next day.. im not sure if there is anythin for me to look forward to everyday.. im glad thou.. tt im turnin 21 in a mths time.. cause tt gives me somethin to look forward to.. im thankful to family n frens who hav shown much enthusiasm.. =)
in e last 4 months.. i hav been lookin for a reason to move on in life.. i tot tt if i found somebody else to invest all my time in.. things would be easier.. but no.. i ended up gettin hurt instead.. investment in e wrong person or pple kills urself instead..then u would hav to start from pt zero again.. i admit i haven fully moved on yet.. but at least im almost there.. without e need for another investment.. i did it.. not alone..but w frens n family.. for tt ..i thank these..
i say investment because u wan somethin to come outta it.. we put all our love effort n time into someone in e hope tt eventually somethin more w blossom.. when an investment goes wrong.. all u can do is to forgive urself, let it go n move along e to next hopefully betta deal.. i hav yet to forgive myself for e failure in achievin success in e last investment.. when tt investment falls into e hands of someone u deem ur enemy.. e feelin of defeat slaps back in ur face double e strength.. no doubt u ll feel sore n e pain.. i guess ive yet to attain tt ideal sportsmanship mentality.. im a sore loser yes.. but sore loser foreva.. no.. i refuse to..
minahlian
- 8:42 PM
