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Saturday, May 13, 2006
y m i thinkin about u? when its been over so long.. in fact over before it even started i guess..so many disagreements.. so much fakin it.. we werent meant to be rite from e start.. pple adviced but i stuck to e notion of u n me tog.. it felt rite.. it felt good.. u felt rite.. u were my life.. i guess its time to admit i really did love u.. even thou i stil dunno wat it means. but wat im feelin nw.. cant be less than tt rite.. they say u nv forget ur first love.. i guess.. its true.. u said u dint feel e same for her anymore..but nw ur holdin her hand.. however much it hurt..i tried to earth it..u said u were nv happy w me at all.. those words til today lay etched in my mind.. u said i juz couldn accept e fact tt ur back w her or anybody else for tt matter.. yes u said rite.. n esp it being her.. call it inferiority to e ex or jealousy or however u might..i was nv confident tt i could surpass her n be a betta gf..n obviously i dint.. it juz isnt e best feeling in e world.. til today im so afraid of bumpin into u n her tog tt its killin me..i dun wan to look out everywhere for u.. i dun wana avoid places we used to go.. i dun wan memories to haunt me when im at places we used to be.. i hate the way u creep into my mind when i m least consciously controllin my tots..n as much as i hate to admit.. i really do miss u..
minahlian
- 11:13 PM
