
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
im drained.. sch, work, life.. takin its toll on me.. fall asleep feelin lethargic, wake up feelin like shit.. arghh..wonder wat is happenin to me.. i think i shall juz quit my job.. prob work til next month n then stop workin totally till i grad end of e yr.. i need a long break from work man.. im burned out.. i have my whole life ahead of me to work..so i think i ll juz take a break.. uncle said he's gonna give me an allowance every month.. yup first time im gettin allowance monthly.. nv ever had a fixed allowance ever
frens r like buyin mother's day presents n all.. perfumes, shirts, shoes, skirt, bags, bake cookies blah blah.. n i juz asked my fren juz nw.. when is mother's day ah? forgive me for being ignorant..but.. i dun see e need to celebrate an occassion for someone who.. erm.. means pretty much nothin to me.. i mean i would cel grandmother's day or grandfather's day but mother's day.. e word is trash..
ive been gettin countless questions when i tel pple im stayin w my grandparents n uncle.. dun u miss ur parents? y like this ah? wat happened? ur siblings leh? n nope..i really dun miss my parents at all.. not one bit.. wat is there to miss when they haven been there ur whole life..n i cant rem a single bday present they ve given me..
at least my closer to my dad.. whom fetches me to sch.. from work ..even thou he s not stayin w me.. i mean.. sometimes i really pity my dad havin to put up w tt low mentality woman in e house.. dun say im rude..because basically my whole family hates my mum.. well dad dint take e advice of my grandma not to marry my mum so nw he has to fulfil his responsibility..
when u ask me wat my criteria of a future husband is.. i would say someone like my dad.. charmin, intelligent, responsible, humourous, fillial, care giver.. everythin.. however he has a pretty bad temper.. cant blame him for tt.. even 1 min juz on e phone w mum i feel like screamin at her.. u know everyday he sends mum to temple then me to sch..there is not one day when i wont hear dad screamin at mum..sometimes i wonder if i ll ever have a happy family life..
parents, grandparents, uncle, aunty.. they dun have a happy marriage.. either divorce or not married.. i wonder i wonder.
check these quotes out..
-There are two theories to arguing with women. Neither one works.
-A man is incomplete until he is married. Then he is finished.
-Sex is like air. It isn't important unless you're not getting any.
-I ran into my ex the other day, hit reverse, and ran into him again.
-Not all men are annoying. Some are dead.
minahlian
- 8:07 PM