Happy 21th darling Rad dearie!!

finally a woman and lookin hotter than ever darlin.. even thou we may not be as close as we used to be; with me goin over to ur place all the time to play crash bandicoot n tt cool fightin game.. i wan u to know tt i stil rem u okie n tt im always here.. uve always been e silent listener, one tt is always there when pple need u.but u nv seem to tel pple ur prob. n yes diff pple hav diff ways of dealin w issues.. but if u know tt if u ever need to juz rant.. u know my no.!




they say frens come n go, but u betta stay rite here with me.

yest was a weird slow montonous day.. drinkin dint feel e same, neither did a long bike ride feel e same.. everythin was juz toned down n slack.. n juz so u know neighbor.. im bruised at e butt bone thx to ur bike.. haha..gettin home at 7 in e morn isnt a gd thing when u run into ur grandfather who is gettin ready to go for a walk.. its always e same silence and awkwardness when i wash up to get ready for bed n he carries on his routine as if i wasnt there.. i guess its called "close one eye better"..

Have u ever
looked in the mirror smiling
n see tt reflection tt aint so pretty
starin rite back at u
have u ever
laughed so loud at a joke
but tt laughter tt rings back at u
is eerily hollow
have u ever
let someone hold ur hand
but in actual fact u dun feel
the warmt tt is supposed to be there
have u ever
done some wrong to someone
and then regretted afterwards
onli to find out its too late for sorries
have u ever
tried hard to do somethin rite
but then e result slaps u back in e face
so hard tt retaliation aint an option
have u ever
needed tt fren whom u care so much for
onli to find tt because of differences u cant accept
u lose possibly e greatest fren
have u ever
had to feel wanted by someone
tt u try so hard but
u stil fail in the end
i have.
life for u in its raw-rest form.

minahlian
- 4:19 PM