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Thursday, July 13, 2006
the masquerade
being sick somehow makes one starved for human affection even more than if one was well.. somehow we tend to want pple to ask if we re alright.. want pple to offer to bring us to e doc.. want pple to show tt they do care.. want pple to check up on us if we re feelin betta.. im glad to say i have like 2 frens who r genuinely concerned.. im considered lucky in fact to have 2.. because even if u hav juz 1 fren who genuinely cares.. tt s gd enuff really..
take a look ard u n see how many pple u deem as frens REALLY do care.. n by REALLY i mean genuinely n sincerely without any doubt tt they would be e one/s tt w cry w u n cel w u.. i dare say tt no. wouldn go pass e middle finger if u start e count up from ur thumb..
sometimes when we want to care about pple tt we think r worth it..they do somethin or rather do not do anythin tt shows tt they genuinely wan us to be there.. i learnt yest in american politics tt something tt does not happen is as impt to note as somethin tt does happen.. i think it was e theory of Shelock Holmes when he was investigatin a robbery..he solved it by using e concept of "the dog tt did not bark", it was clear tt e robber= owner of e dog tt did not bark..if no action is reciprocated, forget it..
i think when u wan to care n b involved in someone else's life n they dun giva damn bout u.. n it makes u feel fucked as a result of tt.. u juz hafta not giva shit n let them be.. u may nv hafta see them ever again when u leave sch or leave tt job or move house or watever..ultimately if they dun wan to be involved in ur life as much as u wan to be in theirs.. its a one way thing.. n juz like u cant clap w one hand.. e r/s will not work.. its disappointin but there s nothin much u can do bout wat e other party's decision..
minahlian
- 12:17 PM
