
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Ultimate Betrayal
when it slaps u in e face so hard.. u lose all feelin.. u go all numb.. u feel the pain.. u feel the hurt.. u feel every single emotion there is to feel.. u cry.. u laugh.. u drink.. u joke.. u act.. u wonder.. u ask.. u ponder.. u try.. but in e end..it juz doesnt matter anymore.. because.. its e ultimate betrayal..
u feel used.. u feel like trash.. u feel like crap.. u feel fucked.. u feel trampy.. u feel useless.. u feel like rubbish.. u feel worthless... u feel shitty.. u feel pissed..
u wonder y does it always happen to me? i tot e last 2 lessons were enuff for me to learn? i tot i deserve betta.. i tot ... but thinkin doenst work..
trust.. a word tt juz lost all its meaning.. replaced by words like betrayed.. used.. pain.. pointless.. hurt..
y do u do this to me when u know wat my past r/s was like.. u juz like havin someone to make use of huh.. to use when u hav no frens to go out w.. when ur bored.. juz because proximity is tt near doesnt give u a damn excuse to make use n lie to pple like tt..even as a fren.. it makes u lower then low.. i hope u see e jerk n asshole tt u are.. n tt i nv saw in u.. tt u hid so well.. burn in hell pls thank u..ur not worth it..not anymore.. ur value to me is juz trash nw.
e worst kind of pple are those tt try to be so damn nice to everyone but act they hurt e one person tt really cares for them tt much because they think tt person is always gonna be there no matter wat.. guys.. nv ever play e field n try to see which girl is e best candidate n assume e other girls r okie w ur lyin n cheatin.. girls.. dun ever be blinded wat u think could be love or could work out to somethin great.. when somethin in u clicks n tel u somethin is wrong.. ur usually rite.. n take tt inner advice
when a guy tels u stupid reasons why he cant be w u nw.. it usually juz translates to? HE'S JUZ NOT TT INTO U!! n get tt line girls!
minahlian
- 4:23 AM