
Saturday, July 22, 2006
zoned out
less than 4 hrs of sleep aint doin me no gd at all! after a late late nite yest.. i was too high from all e booze tt i couldn get to sleep til 530.. n got up at 9.. couldnt get back to sleep zone after tt. somehow or rather the booze is stil in my system even thou i pee-ed like upteem times yest..
happy 21th tyler dear.. im sori i got so wasted yest tt u n ur fren hadda take care of me! but stil i hope u enjoyed ur bday..
ive found out tt being in e arms of someone else makes u feel good at tt moment itself.. but after tt when ur home alone in ur dark room.. u juz feel e same fucked feelin all over again..
nevertheless.. thx to manfred for being those shoulders for me yest n for sendin me home even thou u stay sembawang..cab fare muz hav been a bitch.. its not very nice to juz know someone for barely half an hour durin a drinkin game then get so wasted n cant walk str n tt guy has to bring u to e toilet..
gettin high is sucha rush actually..to a certain extend of cos.. it sux when u reach e pukin pt..i hope u feel betta adrienne dear.. but e moments before tt act makes u feel free..im not encouragin drinkin.. but it does feel pretty damn gd to be feel high n not in control n juz happy n gigglin n shit..
concert tonite then its off to momo.. im so gonna like die seriously.. but well.. all in e name of fun n a gd time..im out!




minahlian
- 11:18 AM