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Friday, August 11, 2006
the difference btw going thro many breakups and just one breakup w the first whom uve gotten so used to for, say 6 yrs.
A fren told me yest tt she really looked up to me. because i seem so strong even after raking pass hordes of lousy crappy loser guys. funny thing is. i used to really look up to her. when i was dealin w e failure of a past r/s, she was there to tel me stories of how she dealt w issues in her onli r/s, how she made it work, how she hung in there n made him see, how she turned e situation ard.
anws e question here is, does going thro many breakups really mould one to be stronger n better equipped to deal w e next one? personally, i really do think so. somehow or rather, each time a guy lets me down yet again, it gets easier. yes the pain does stil hurt on e same level at first, but the time spent cryin over it and the period taken to get over the whole crap somehow seems shorter.
numb would be e word i guess. each time u deal w somethin painful, ur mind builds up more of this "ball of numbness", n so i call it. same theory of a snowball gainin mass n weight as it rolls down the snow hill. more paths taken, more roads travelled, makes one more experienced n more equipped to deal w e next situation at hand.
therefore, i thank those crappy bastards in my life, it is because of these tt ive accumulated a snowball of numbness, i presume, the size of a soccer ball.
i nv tot i would say this, but im pretty thankful tt i did go thro a number of breakups,thankful for e pain n tears, for e betrayal and hurt. because ultimately, i hav my snowball to hold on to, whereas my fren, has none.
minahlian
- 12:49 PM
