Tuesday, October 24, 2006
i scare myself sometimes
im a stranger in my own life
how can i possibly haf e ability to keep someone lovin me by my side?
when i dun even haf e capacity to hav confidence in myself?
maybe im juz afraid tt ur juz like e others
the others who came n took n left
maybe im juz tryin to be difficult juz to test u
to test if u ll stay w me
i dun even understand my behavior sometimes
so im sori if u feel tt u dun understand me too
im tryin.
i really am
to be e best partner to u
but forgive me if i fail at times
n stick w me thro these failures
cos this time i think ive fallen
even thou im tryin hard not to
juz because.
because im scared.
minahlian
- 10:24 AM
