Saturday, December 30, 2006
my first black-out.
i nv tot it was gonna be like tt. u know how sometimes u squat for too long n get white spots in ur eyes that clears out after a while. well. pre-faintin was juz like tt- u feel nauseous, u get white spots in ur eyes, u hear ringin in ur ears n u feel seriously crappy. the whole blackin out deal freaked e shit outta my grandma who managed to support me as i went down. faintin was when i was tryin to make my way to e toilet(diarrhoea), totally couldnt see at all n accordin to my grandma i couldn hear her callin me. next thing i knew i slumped onto the ground. i dint even know i had made half e way back to my room before i knocked out. the faintin part wasnt tt bad cos ur out cold. but the pre n post faintin was farked. like takin e roller coaster for 1,436 times before passin out.
at the hospital.
at the emergency hall at ttsh, i did all sorts of tests like e ECG for e heart, urine, blood, temperature. cos i had juz came back from the states, they stuck a yellow sticker (which e nurse told me was for pple who juz came back from WHO's list of "dangerous" zones) n put me in a contained area. blardy hell had to go thro so many stages before i got my treatment. like surely pple not feelin like fark la. ask ques all then made me repeat like how many nabei times. but luckily then doc was cute. HAHA. well at least my dad said he was la. but being the vain me. i dint wear my glasses at e hospt.( n if ur wonderin, yes i did manage to get SOME makeup on in my lousy state).
anws lab results were good. juz some viral infection thingy of the stomach la. muz the e farkin nabei prata i had the nite before la. nw think of prata wana vomit. dun think i gonna haf prata for e next 2 yrs la. pple. if wana go makan those 24 hr prata kind. be very warned ah. cos pots n pans use for 24 hrs kind. very rarely change ah.
dad: " eh at least the doctor not bad lookin wat. i wouldn mind havin this kinda son-in-law."
ven:" eh surely i dint juz pass out la. n surely i got no bf hor!"
dad:" got bf also got eyes wat can see rite. dun tel me ur bf go out nv see girls meh."
ven:"...."
i think im really really blessed to haf such open minded family members. i mean who can like use vulgarities in fronta grandmother n father kind huh n nv kana kp-ed. who can openly discuss sexual explicities w family kind huh. who's family so open until like tt. u tel me!
anws. im on the fast track of recoverin. even lost some weight i think. obviously la huh. no appetite ma..haha ..good! countdown's not a big deal to me so stayin home on the eve of a new yr aint tt bigga deal. but i think im stil gonna go to the yearly countdown session w the bf's frens juz so he can attend it.
on a totally unrelated note. u know how sometimes pple tel u something up front n for tt moment u believe it cos of their sincere tone. but when they re not by ur side. the doubts creep rite back in. well. i juz dunno wat to believe n wat not to anymore. we shall see how this ends huh.
minahlian
- 12:09 AM
