Thursday, January 18, 2007
my role model
i nv ever expected to look up to someone tt literally know, u know? like how pple say, "oh my role model is my mum/dad/boyfren/aunty/grandma/teacher/ blahblah." But for me, a loved one is nv considered a role model. They re pple i love, yes. They re pple i turn to in my darkest times, yes. They re pple who share thick n thin w me, yes again.
But role model? to me a role model means someone tt u are not n u so badly wana strive to be tt someone. A role model to me means tt, tt person has no flaws watsoever n is so perfect in e way tt i wana BE her. Therefore, a person tt i dun know n someone who is distant from me, cant possibly have any flaws rite. They say frens cant get too close or they wil find out stuff bout e other tt they dun like. Of cos it is true.
Anws, back to my trail of tot. A Role Model. Well, i think i juz met mine yesterday. well maybe not YESTERDAY. but like i really SAW wat she was made of n how she dealt w shit yesterday. well no prizes for guessin- it is my bf's 23 yr ol sis. Even facin a brain op, she was able to joke n smile w us. After the op she regained consciousness almost immediately n could start her lighted hearted jokes w us again. Even thou at the start she was kinda disoriented n incoherent, she stil managed to make us laugh. N she dint even show a teeny bit of fear during e whole process. Amazing? i think it is.
so. i was thinkin of gettin her a cap cos the front part of her head is shaved. n as u know all girls are vain la. so yea. a cap it is. lets juz hope she passes the 48hrs danger period. pray pple.
nw i understand wat it is to obtain strength from another person's strength. Find ur role model pple.
minahlian
- 8:55 AM
