
Monday, July 30, 2007
the limit - dun push it
disappointments after quarrels and quarrels after disappointments. over and over again. its a vicious cycle. how much is too much? when is it finally enuff? how far before the limit is reached? will it be too late then?
i understand tt at this pt in time u are tired and lost, with the shit tt is goin on ard u. i am tryin my best to be there for u without being selfish and to be the best support u can get. sometimes before u do certain things pls try to think in my shoes juz like i try to think in urs.
i hate to be a nag, but sometimes things tt ive repeated thousands of times resurfaces again because u say tt it is "you" and so, i accept tt. promises made, promises broken. the past haunts, the present is threatened.
u know wat i like and dislike, betta then anyone else. you say u know, and yet u disappoint time n time again. maybe the prob lies with me, maybe im too young, too immature, too wilful, too demanding, too unreasonable, too much for u. u always give in to me. makes me feel as thou im always the one creatin all the trouble. maybe i am?
at hard times like this, all we can do is pray. pray for things to go back to how they were. pray for her, pray for us.
dun forget about us.
minahlian
- 9:23 AM