Wednesday, January 23, 2008
i am not hot meh.
blast from the past.
a guy fren whom i was pretty close to once told me that i was not sexually attractive.
at that moment i felt as though i had shrunk to the size of an ant due to the utmost embarrassment i was feeling.
i then proceeded to ask him wat defines sexually attractive.
he said, there is no hard and fast rule leh, juz tt ur not lor.
the reason why i felt so humiliated was because this guy who had juz belittled me was the guy i kinda had feelings for
on top of that, he wasnt exactly vogue material, in fact, he's not even leaflet material.
and the fact tt i was ready to overcome the physical barrier (yes looks are impt to me cant deny tt) and consider a possibility w him,
made me feel really stupid for being so "nice".
i bumped into tt guy some time ago. and after he sms-ed me: " looking great babe, better then before, you lost weight huh? been exercising like i told you last time. keep up the gd work!"
at tt moment, it seemed to me as thou
sexually attractive = skinny/slim/not fat/not curvy
juz when i tot tt im outta sch days and tt guys haf grown more matured
i dun hafta face all these mindless personal insults anymore.
im once again proven wrong.
another guy once told me that if i looked like avril lavigne he would like me.
like hello, IF you looked like brad pitt i will marry u and fark u everyday, twice!
one more guy told me that if i lost some weight i would look damn hot.
like y muz you define hotness = body. face cannot meh.
note: both were guys tt i used to like.
seriously, a guy can point and pick flaws from a girl.
i can also do tt okie! like ta ma de your blardy balls look damn ugly can.
or wah lao y got no defined chest ah! or eh damn small leh the size of ur ahem.
or eh u balding isit ah? or hello ur skin damn rough n bad leh.
or ur leg hair is a turn off. or eh u damn smelly leh.
actually, i am pretty sick of all these stupid personal attacks and comments on telling OTHER pple wat to do with themselves
e opp sex betta shuddup cos we re built differently and pple of the same sex, pls take care of YOURSELF first before wanting to advice other pple.
DO NOT TEL ME WAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. I will make the decisions. not you.
as such, i haf decided to act try out a couple of sessions of certain body treatments at a plastic surgeon tt i will be collaborating with for work purposes. in an attempt to be 'hot'.
i hope i bump into you, you, you and you in the streets and make you eat your words assholes!
minahlian
- 11:31 AM
